Well,this is it.
I know you're sad but just think about how happy I am now.
This is the right desicion.
Look at it as setting me free.
Be happy and know that I love you all. ♥
To M.
I have always loved you,take care of yourself & my cat.
Even though he hate me,I love him to bits.
I've constantly prayed that God will guide my Journey, I've prayed that he will look after you all, I know he will.
Sorry I made everything look like a joke. I just couldn't show how much I was hurting inside.
Thank you.
Thank you for nothing.
To D.
Life was never dull with you, We may have not talked much,but I hope you look after everyone.
To P.
Thank you for everything,As a Kid I always looked up to you,Even you were one day younger than me (:
I always prayed God would bring you back,because I'd seriously need you here. But I guess it's too late :/
And I hope your Life's much better now,Im comming and we'll have a great Life.. The Life we've always dreamed of. ♥
I love you so damn much,even though you died. And even though what D. did to you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
Even though you cant read this.. :/
To J.
I leave you with the biggest Job of all.
Please take care of you and your problems,If im not here anymore.
You always made me feel better when I was sad / upset .
You're my sister!
You've always helped me,Always took care of me.
I was so happy to have you... but now it seems like you dont want me anymore,but tahts ok. I can deal with it. I mean. Im going anyways.
Im thinking about you,and your Problems. but. I just cant anymore.
Im sorry , but think about how Happy im going to be,without all of there memories,nightmares and problems. ♥
And to this special person.
I thought about you everyday. You were always more than a friend.
You were the one, the one in MY life.
Thank you for all,for showing me for a moment that this World is maybe not that cruel at it seems like,but well,it still is.
Thank you for the wonderful Time we've had together.
I had much fun with you. (:
Need to say that ; I love you more than you will ever know. ♥
To everyone else.
Thank you all for you support,Sorry i wasnt that stronger anymore,so we might could be together any play some videogames (:
May God bless you all and help you unterstand that I'm in a better place now.
I love you all. Take care of eachother.
Goodbye.'
Ja als ich das wieder gefunden hatte,kamen Traenen hoch. Das is einfach unglaublich das ich immer noch hier sitze und es nicht getan habe.
Ja,ich seh' es mittlerweile wieder so, lass mich einfach gehen ;/
Was bringt dir dein Leben - Wenn du einfach nicht mehr genuegend Kraft hast?
Ja,ich will es schaffen,aber ich KANN das alles nicht mehr. Ich kann wirklich NICHT mehr.
Es tut mir alles so leid. ;/
